Archive | December 2015

A Hand in the Dark

hand in the dark image

Saturday night I had a dream that I was in my bedroom and the room was dark.  As I went to turn on the lamp in my room a hand clamped down on my wrist so I couldn’t.  The strange thing was the hand appeared as if it was not attached to anyone.  All I could see was a cuff of a sleeve and the hand.  The hand starting forcefully pulling me toward my bedroom door.  I shouted “let me go”!  My wrist was released.  Immediately I was shown the face of Jesus with the ring of thorns around his head, but without any blood.  I then woke up.  I remember very clearly feeling the pressure of this hand around my wrist.

I feel as though the hand represented the “fear” or resistance that has been coming to the surface for me.  Because I was reaching to turn on the light, perhaps whatever this resistance is trying to put up roadblocks on this path of Love and Light I AM on.  But I AM fully committed to this path.  Perhaps the darkness represents the unknown and the fact that I yelled let me go seems significant.  I AM not fully sure at this time.

We are in the week of the Winter Solstice and well as the time of year the birth of Christ, (Christmas) is celebrated.  Vey powerful times as we embody more and more of  Christ Consciousness.  So seeing the face of Jesus, letting me know I AM safe and protected as well as a Divine child of God.  All I can do is to continue to put one foot in front of the other, trusting that I AM right where I need to BE at this moment.





Union image

Saturday morning as I was laying in bed I heard the word “convergence”.  Sometimes when I receive messages I may have an understanding of the meaning of a word but will feel guided by Spirit to look it up anyway.  As I did, nothing really resonated until I saw this meaning:

“The act of converging and especially toward Union or Uniformity”

I feel like union is happening on so many layers, union of Self, union of soul families, as well as global and cosmic union.  Though the things we see with our eyes may seem like total chaos, on an energetic level we are experiencing high intensity shifting.  Sometimes  I feel there is so much information coming through that at times it can feel overwhelming.  Between now and the new year I feel I AM BEing called to connect with my own energy, going very deeply within myself.  I no longer feel as though this connection is outside of myself, but the merging of Spirit and physical as One.

Serpent in my Dream

serpant dream

Last night was a night of dreams.  But the only true memory left of my dreams is one in particular.  But what truly stood out in that dream was the very large snake that was in it.  Someone wanted to put me in some sort of long container with a very large snake, green in color.   They wanted me to get in the container and then they were going to put the snake in with me.  When they opened the container holding the snake it lifted its head and started to uncoil.  I remember saying I was not getting in the container with that huge snake!  I remember experiencing the feeling of some fear.  This is not the first time a snake has been in my dreams, usually it is a cobra.  Serpent energy is around me often.  I looked up the symbolism of the snake and found this information that resonated with me:

Snakes / serpent’s power includes – Being the messenger of the Rainbow Serpent, wisdom, healing, initiation, elusiveness, manipulation of lightning, transmutation, exploration of the mysteries of life, primitive or elemental energy, protection from religious persecution, goddess energy, psychic energy, creative power, immortality and the connection to, or forming, the magic cord by which the shaman travels to the soul world. Snake medicine is the energy of wholeness, cosmic consciousness, and the ability to experience anything willingly and without resistance. It is the knowledge that all things are equal in creation, that all is one.

Snake is a powerful animal guide, a symbol of transformation and healing. The snake is wisdom expressed through healing. This is a protector and guardian. If snake has come into your life, your creative forces are awakening. Your intuition will strengthen and be more accurate.

When on the move snakes make no noise whatsoever. They are invisible when resting and are unable to produce their own body heat, often to be seen lying in the sun. The suns warmth together with their behavior regulates their body temperature. They don’t rely on the energy of food to generate body heat and can survive on scanty diets for long periods of time. Those with snake as power animal need very little food for energy. They are usually cold, with body temperatures below average, and prefer warmer climates.

Snakes do not have eardrums nor external ear openings. Instead they have small bones in the head that conduct sound. They can hear low frequency sounds and sense vibrations that travel through the earth. This links them to the underworld where secrets are kept.

The snake depicts healing on a cellular level. With their lightweight and flexible bodies they possess extremely fast and agile. If snake enters your life, expect swift changes to sweep through your life. These changes denote death of the old and a birth into untapped power, creativity and wisdom. Snake is very powerful to have to have as a guide. It is the guardian of sacred places and the keeper of concealed knowledge.

 I received a message from a lion power animal that came to me in one of my shamanic journeys in the workshop I attended this past weekend.  The message he gave me had to do with stepping fully into my power.  Because I experienced fear when I saw this snake in my dream I can only conclude at this time for some reason I fear stepping fully into my power/abilities.   Things are shifting at such an accelerated rate, but I AM sure I will BE shown what this “fear” may BE.

The Faces

faces in a crowd

For a couple of nights this week I have been having dreams where I see faces in my minds eye.  The faces come one at a time and I can see them talking but I cannot hear what they are saying.  It is like they are shown to me as if it is a slide show.  A face will appear, they begin speaking but even though I focus on their lips moving, I cannot understand what it is they are trying to say to me.

This morning as I was waking up ( the in-between space) I was laying on my right side with my ear on the pillow.  The odd thing was I could hear like a group of people talking in that ear.  I remember thinking my son must have his television on this early in the morning.  But when I lifted up my head off the pillow the house was completely quiet as my son was still asleep.

Of all the faces I am seeing I have only recognized one as a deceased family member.  The rest I do not recognize.  I don’t fully understand what this means at this time.  Hopefully more information will be forthcoming for me at a later time.

Shamanic Energy Healing

shamanic energy healing

This past Saturday I attended a Shamanic energy healing workshop.  I love when I AM able to come together and share space with like-minded souls.  But I feel this particular workshop served a larger purpose.  As it was held on 12/12, the day a new energetic gateway was opening, the energy and space BEing held to receive and anchor these energies was beautiful.

As I was outside sitting in nature, I looked up in the sky and saw a cloud pattern that resembled diamond shapes interlocking together, like a chain link fence over the space where the workshop was BEing held.  Diamond Light energy!  So many beautiful messages came through for each participant.  I came away from the experience  knowing that deep healing work had been done.

I AM moving into the deeper core of who I AM as I step more into my Power.  I AM in a space of receptive BEingness.

A Kaleidoscope


Last Saturday I had a dream of many different patterns of sacred geometry BEing shown to me back to back.  They were BEing shown to me like an inside of a kaleidoscope.  I remember at the time feeling as though I was receiving a download of information via these patterns, unlocking light codes within.  I do remember feeling as though there was a very specific reason I was receiving them at this time in my journey.  I AM open to new possibilities.

A Deeper Connection to Self

Deeper Self

This path I walk is not an easy one.  Why?  Because each day I bear witness to those experiencing the fear of Love.  The closed down, walled off heart.  I feel their emptiness.  But they try so hard not to feel.  Everyone is so busy, for as long as they are busy, they do not have to come to terms with the feelings that are bubbling up to the surface.  It breaks my heart.

I have promised God to be of service.  To help those who are ready to heal.  Those who are ready to throw off the shackles of fear and are ready to connect deeply to their heart.  For it is only through the heart that one truly begins to embrace the whole of who they are.

As we near the end of 2015, I see people rushing around to purchase more “stuff”.  Bigger televisions, more technology, etc.  Things that people feel will keep them more connected.  Don’t get me wrong, technology can be a wonderful thing, but not at the cost of losing the most important connection of all.  The connection we have to ourselves and therefore to the Divine (our God Self).

What are the fears that keep us from accepting ourselves?  The fear of rejection, abandonment, or that we are unworthy?  That we some how do not deserve all the blessings that God wants to bestow upon us?  Then we must open our heart, for this is where God resides.  God is not separate from us.  God is us.  We are a spark of our Creator.  A physical manifestation of the heart of God.  Therefore, if we are a physical manifestation of God, then we are a physical manifestation of LOVE.  God is Love.

There are many who have forgotten their own Divinity, lost touch with their own personal power.  So they seek to gain this power by exerting their will onto others, by any means necessary.  They feel that otherwise they will BE powerless; nothing.  But that is the great paradox of life, we are nothing and everything at the same time.  Not either/or, but ALL.

Step out of the fear and realize that you have the ability to create great things!  Step into your greatness, open your heart and BE the Love that you are.  As we ascend into higher states of awareness, we must also descend, bringing this awareness into embodiment.  We are to anchor this Divinity right here on Earth.  So we BEcome a walking state of Grace.

Eyes of Light

spirit eyes

I had a dream on Saturday night of the face of a man.  But what stood out the most were his eyes.  He had very beautiful eyes.  It was as though he was looking into my eyes, even though I did not see myself in the dream but was an observer of the dream.  All of a sudden his eyes changed to golden bursts of light radiating outward.

golden burst of light

Picture this type of light coming out of his eyes.  This light kept expanding until it took up my entire field of vision and the dream was gone.  The significance of this dream is I AM BEing infused with the Light of Spirit.  The beauty of Spirit just takes my breath away!

The Power Behind the Word

book of symbols

Last week I had a dream of a book with pages of writing on them.  When I looked directly at the pages the words were just regular writing.  But when I moved my head in the dream and looked at the pages from my peripheral vision, the words were not words, but symbols. This is the only symbol I was able to remember once I woke up:

fermate note half circle with dot

This image is only a partial part of the symbol I remember.  At this time my interpretation of this dream is when we speak words we are putting thought into form.  When I looked from my peripheral I AM seeing the words as symbols with my spiritual vision.  Words that have intention and sound frequency behind them are powerful.  We are literally speaking creation into form!  Wow! There are so many layers to what is happening with this ascension process.  These are intense times!