Make Time for Play


Sometimes you just have to laugh at how Spirit gets your attention!  I went out to the parking lot to move my car closer to the door for when I leave work tonight and as I was about to get into my car about six or seven squirrels ran down the tree diagonal from my car and appeared to be running toward me.  I quickly got in the car and closed the door.    I started laughing when I realized they were at play!  They looked like a group of children BEing let out for recess!  Okay Spirit, message received.  I have been far too serious lately (and that is so not like me).  Time to have some fun!

All Must Be Released

All must be released

This past week has been a blur.  The exhaustion I have experienced the past week has been such that I remember some of the interactions I have had in the physical with others and some I do not.  It was if I was there, but not there.  A participant and observer at the same time.  I would describe the feelings at time as BEing very floaty (if that even makes sense).  I have had to take naps in the evenings before bedtime, and then go off to bed later in the evening and sleep as though I did not have a nap a few hours before.  I know there has been several major accelerations energetically this past week , there were times that I felt I could hardly keep up.

Last Wednesday as I was driving into my development, there sitting on the brick wall of the enclosure where the recycle bins are located was a huge turkey buzzard!  I literally slammed on my brakes, backed up and parked and sat in my car so I could have a closer look.  It seemed as though we made eye contact and once we did he took flight!  In all of the years I have lived in my development I have never seen a turkey buzzard  visit that area!  Saturday night as I was on my way home well after 10:00 p.m. on a road that is not well traveled at night, as I turned a bend in the road, there in the middle of the road was a fox!  He had no inclination to move, so I drove around him.  Between the turkey buzzard and the fox (death and rebirth, adaptability) Spirit is leaving all kinds of clues.

I have been dealing with some fears that were BEing brought to the surface last week.  For several days I was feeling major anxiety.  As I contemplated all of this on a mental level, these feelings were front and center.  All I could do was allow myself to feel what was coming up to BE felt and released.  On Saturday, once I made the decision that whatever was going to happen with what I was dealing with, I would still BE safe and okay.  As soon as I surrendered to what I was experiencing, a calmness settled over me.

I was able to have some quiet time to myself before I had dinner with my son on Mother’s Day and as I was laying still I heard the words “all must BE released”.   This seemed to put everything I had been experiencing into perspective.

I remain in flow.


To Sync or Not to Sync

sync or not to sync

Saturday morning I awoke to hearing the following:

“When you hold on instead of letting go and surrendering, you only continue to hold the old timeline in place.”

This made me think about the dinner I had with my very good friend a week ago.  From the moment we were seated, there was interruption after interruption.  A phone call from work he had to take, the waiter seemed like he kept coming to the table every five minutes, and when we were having a conversation it just felt like words, like there was no connection.  At the time I remember thinking we are out of sync.  I have known this friend for twenty years and I can say I have never felt that way in his presence.  It felt like something had been unplugged.  That’s why when I received this message it made me think of it.  Did the reason we felt out of sync to me is because something was energetically unplugged?  And maybe it doesn’t have to do specifically with him, but Spirit knowing that because I do know him so well that I would notice the difference?

With things shifting at an accelerated rate, perhaps Spirit is giving me this experience as a point of reference?  I AM going to continue to BE in the flow and trust that any further information will come in divine timing.


The Big Rush


Today the energy feels as though it is rushing towards me.  I cannot at this time tell what this will bring in, but this picture captures perfectly how it feels to me.  The odd thing is in the physical world everything else seems very still around me at the same time.  Action and stillness.  Only “time” will tell.

A Blue Jay visit

blue jay.jpg

I was out taking a walk today and as I was walking pass a tree, all of a sudden this blue jay takes off in flight, looking as though it is flying directly at me.  I thought for sure it was going to try to land on my shoulder.  As it startled me, I ducked slightly.  The blue jay changed direction and landed on a low branch of the tree.  I could see it so clearly, it seemed as if I could reach out and touch it.  I felt guided to look up the symbolism of the blue jay and the following information struck a chord;

The word “jay” comes from the Latin, gaia or gaea, which has associations to Mother Earth. In Greek mythology, the union of Mother Earth and Father Heaven, which resulted in the first creatures that had the appearance of life. This reflects much about the intrinsic power associated with the jay. It has the ability to link the heavens and earth, to access each for greater power. The black and white markings found on its blue wings also reflect this same ability. The sky (blue) separates the heavens (white) and the earth (black).

This is a totem that can move between both and tap the primal energies at either level. The jay is aware of this innate ability and this is reflected in its blue crest—higher knowledge that can be used. 

The blue crest of the jay should be a reminder that to wear the crown of true mastership requires dedication, responsibility, and committed development in all things in the physical and spiritual. The jay is a reminder to follow through on all things to not start something and leave it dangling.

The blue jay reflects that a greater time of resourcefulness and adaptability is about to unfold. You are going to have ample opportunities to develop and use your abilities. The jay does not usually migrate, staying around all winter, so look for there to be ample time to develop and use your energies to access new levels. It will stay around and work with you as long as you need it.

The blue jay is actually a member of the crow family, and most crows have no fear. Crows and jays alike will gang up to harass and drive off owls and hawks. The jay is fearless and it is because of this, that it can help you connect with the deepest mysteries of the earth and the greatest of the heavens.

This information resonates and reflects what is happening in my life at this time.  It seems connected in a sense with my unification of the soul post.  I love the signs from nature.



A Morning Conversation

a morning conversation

Saturday morning I awoke (the in-between state) to a conversation taking place between me and one of my guides.  What I became aware of BEing said is the following;

You do not need to mentally understand the information you receive.  The fact is, you probably won’t.  The heart knows and understands.  All information you are given may not happen in a linear fashion, but will happen as it is meant to.

Then I fully awoke and cannot remember what else was talked about.  Though I know on a deeper level I retain the information given, sometimes it would be nice to stay aware of all that is talked about.  But hence, the point of what my guide said to me.  Yes I understand, but it doesn’t make it any less frustrating.

I AM also BEing given messages through tarot cards to trust in my knowing and to BE patient.  Ok, ok, I get it.  Sometimes I guess I need to BE hit over the head with the same message.  You would think after all this time I would have patience mastered.  Apparently not.