I AM moving deeper into remembrance of Who I AM. I am feeling a steady calmness . I had a few experiences yesterday that in the past would have made me so angry, but yesterday I perceived these experiences as more of an annoyance then having them make me angry. There is this knowing that I AM touching the deeper core of me. The embodiment of (descent) is just as important as the ascent. The union of spirit and human.
I woke up this morning feeling a vortex of energy at the base of my skull. When I share Reiki healing with others I perceive the waves of energy internally where I AM focused on a particular area of their body. I feel the energy either move in waves or circular motion as well as feel when the energy comes up against a blockage. So I find it very interesting to experience this energy vortex at the base of my skull. Last week I woke up hearing the words inter-dimensional travel. Later in the day I heard the words awaken to the many galaxies that exist for your exploration. I feel this energy vortex may be in correlation to this message. An opening to further cosmic consciousness. I AM in the NOW moment.
Yesterday morning as I was waking up (the in-between state) I received the knowing of a step-mother having the fear that she would not be able to handle the responsibility of taking care of her autistic step-son. This feeling and knowing that it was a step-mother and step-son relationship was very specific. Was I tapping in to a fear that was embedded in the collective consciousness?
For several weeks in January I had the feeling of BEing off-line as far as having dreams, receiving guidance from my guides/teachers, etc. But at the same time my inner knowing seemed to increase. This week my dreams have started again, as well as seeing visions in my third eye. Is this tapping in to the collective consciousness a new remembrance of my abilities? Or perhaps just a one time thing? Only “time” will tell.
I AM also experiencing clarity/insights about certain things going on in my life, but on a deeper level (the bigger picture expanding). Another layer of the “onion” BEing peeled away. I remain in the flow and I AM experiencing many synchronicities. I AM experiencing more patience (never one of my strong points), not feeling the need to push and struggle to achieve my goals. I AM just BEing. I AM feeling tremendous peace at this time.