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The Divine Masculine

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The last few days as I reflect, something keeps coming to the forefront of my mind.  The Divine Masculine.  I have also been sitting with the beauty of three males in my life who have made such a lasting impact.  Though I know the Divine Masculine is not gender specific, it just so happens, in this case, they happen to BE male.

The first is my amazing son.  From the moment he was born (and before) we have had a bond that is hard to put into words.  From the very beginning, the Love that has radiated from his heart always touched me to my core.  I have to admit when I was younger, I had put up walls around my heart, but he was the one soul who the love in my heart truly over flowed pass the walls I had erected.  We have gone through life supporting each other (yes, that old soul was always present) and knowing we had each others back.  My ex (God rest his soul) sometimes felt excluded from this bond.  As he grew up, I noticed some of the circumstances in his life made him start to also put a few walls up, but never between us.  But now, in this present moment, I see him stepping more and more into his warrior spirit.  He has his own gifts (though he is still in some resistance to them) that I have always encouraged because I was determined he would BE supported in this aspect of his self.

The second is a man I have been friends with for many, many years.  From the beginning there was always a feeling of BEing comfortable in his presence.  Through the many years we have known each other, I have never felt judged by him, he always was there, supporting me in whatever way needed.  I have told him I know we were meant to take this journey together.  I have seen his growth from a DOer, to opening up more into his feelings, opening his heart and learning to just BE.  He is a place of safety for me.

Last, but certainly not least, is my Beloved twin flame.  Since we physically met I always saw the purity in his heart.  He has accelerated my growth in ways I cannot even put into words, showing me the way to Wholeness.  I realize now that his spirit had always been leaving “bread crumbs” for me even before we met physically.   The beauty within (and without) this man takes my breath away.  They say the eyes are the windows to the soul and when I look in his eyes I see eternity.  A vastness that seems endless, there are no words to truly describe it.  He too had many, many walls in place, but each time we connect, I see his continued growth as well.  Even with the walls, they could never hide the Love that he is.  I could feel it, it is sublime.

So for me, these three beautiful souls, representing the Divine Masculine, are to me clear examples of the healing and wholing that is taking place for the Divine Masculine.  Do not doubt that balance is taking place between the masculine and the feminine, inner as well as outer.   Everything is truly in Divine Order.

 

Home

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My soul speaks to yours, for we are One.  Purity of heart and mind, we merge into the Love of who we truly are.  My Beloved, you are my shining star, the doorway to our eternal Love.  You have released me from my fears and catapulted me in to freedom.  I melt in your arms as our heart and soul become One.  My beautiful Beloved, welcome Home.

Love with an Open Heart

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I AM constantly amazed by the Love flowing from my heart.  Love continually expanding, radiating out to encompass all.  The overwhelming feeling I AM experiencing at time causes tears to flow.  Doing the inner work so that I can release the wounds and traumas that no longer serve me has allowed me to let down the walls that have surrounded my heart.  With this work I have come to the realization that Loving with an open heart brings with it freedom.  I AM no longer loving from a place of fear, but from a space of self acceptance, self – Love and a knowingness that I AM worthy and enough as I AM.  I do not fear experiencing the pain of heart break because I know that any hurt I may experience is my heart BEing broken open, so that I may in fact move deeper into Love.  A constant giving and receiving of Love, the continual contraction and expansion of Creation.

This Love does not have to BE attached to a particular person, place or thing, but reflects all things.  There is no attachment or co-dependence, only wholeness.  I Love with an open heart.

 

 

A Hand in the Dark

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Saturday night I had a dream that I was in my bedroom and the room was dark.  As I went to turn on the lamp in my room a hand clamped down on my wrist so I couldn’t.  The strange thing was the hand appeared as if it was not attached to anyone.  All I could see was a cuff of a sleeve and the hand.  The hand starting forcefully pulling me toward my bedroom door.  I shouted “let me go”!  My wrist was released.  Immediately I was shown the face of Jesus with the ring of thorns around his head, but without any blood.  I then woke up.  I remember very clearly feeling the pressure of this hand around my wrist.

I feel as though the hand represented the “fear” or resistance that has been coming to the surface for me.  Because I was reaching to turn on the light, perhaps whatever this resistance is trying to put up roadblocks on this path of Love and Light I AM on.  But I AM fully committed to this path.  Perhaps the darkness represents the unknown and the fact that I yelled let me go seems significant.  I AM not fully sure at this time.

We are in the week of the Winter Solstice and well as the time of year the birth of Christ, (Christmas) is celebrated.  Vey powerful times as we embody more and more of  Christ Consciousness.  So seeing the face of Jesus, letting me know I AM safe and protected as well as a Divine child of God.  All I can do is to continue to put one foot in front of the other, trusting that I AM right where I need to BE at this moment.

 

 

 

Surrendering on the Path of the Unknown

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All I can say is wow!  Things have been intense!  I have been going through major energetic changes, ones that have felt like they were truly pushing me to my limit.  Last week I was experiencing such anger.  I noticed it seemed to BE centered in my heart chakra area.  The strange thing was it was not keeping me from laughing or interacting with others, but there it sat.  It lasted all week until it finally shifted on Saturday morning.  I remember waking up and immediately knowing something had shifted.  I got the confirmation from a friend I had spoke with on Saturday.  She said you have done a complete 180 degree turn since I spoke with you last night.  You are so happy now, as last night you were sounding so down.  This is why it is important to remain in the flow of surrender.  Things can shift quite swiftly from one moment to the next.  Any resistance hinders the integration of the “new” energies.

I also had the feeling of BEing disconnected from my guides, but I know that was not the case.  I have been feeling that whenever I AM going through a “leveling up” of my awareness and frequency, my guides appear to take a step back so I connect more deeply with my own inner knowing.  This happened this time around as well.  I have been receiving my signs that we are in serious accelerated energies.  With these energies some may be experiencing flu-like symptoms, headaches, sinus issues, body aches and pains and/or major mood swings.  We are BEing upgraded and with these upgrades our physical vessels may appear to respond in a negative way.  However this is manifesting, know that all is well.  By all means, please see a doctor if you need medical assistance.

I had been struggling with some things going on in my life, for lack of a better description.  Doubts coming to the surface to be made aware of and let go.  These doubts no longer serve who I AM.  This was confirmed this weekend when I awoke one morning hearing these words:

Do not underestimate the power of Divine Love

This helped me once again center myself in my heart, where all is calm, peaceful and joyful.  I have set some intentions of what I wish to manifest in my life moving forward, this feeling calls to my heart, so I know my Soul is once again in charge and not my mind.  I AM once again surrendering on this path of the unknown.