My Beloved and I have been in communication. It started back in January which is no coincidence since we moved into 2017 (a one year, new beginnings). So far we have been texting, we have talked on the phone a few times as well as having spent some time together a couple of times. The energy feels different, calmer. He has been honest and said he is still in a relationship, so we have both released all expectation and stay in the present moment. We both agree we are happier when we are able to communicate with each other. We have both surrendered to what is in this present moment.
So far we have not shut down and pulled away, but we have learned to work through what comes up now for the both of us. We recently tried to spend some time together and it did not work out. I was disappointed of course, but my guidance said “be patient, things are unfolding.” I AM standing in my faith that all is well.
As I move forward I AM in allowance. I can only trust what is in my heart. The journey continues.
Sometimes it feels as though things are coming through so fast and furious that at times all I can do is sit with the information and see if it is something I AM guided to share. I recently had a vision of a man driving in his car, his head and face appeared normal but his body appeared like it would if you were viewing an x-ray. While driving, all of a sudden I see a snake begin to unwind and begin to climb internally up through his body until the head of the snake made its way to his mouth. All of a sudden his mouth and the head of the snake appeared to merge. Then the vision ended.
Though the man did not look familiar to me from this lifetime, I feel I AM BEing shown what is happening to many at this time. The serpent fire, purification of all that is no longer serving who we truly are. We are walking this path of SELF Mastery, BEcoming in tune to our true essence. We are truly magnificent! Release all doubt regarding this truth.
This weekend I was shown a vision of cells merging and separating continuously. The above image looks very close to the colors I received. We are experiencing deep cellular and molecular change, even if at times we may not be consciously aware of the inner changes that are happening.
Humanity is evolving. Though there may be some resistance to these changes, know that they are for the greater good. Get as much rest and quiet time as needed, whatever needs to be done to stay centered in your heart. Do not fear, for we are BEing called back to our true nature. Know that all is ultimately LOVE.
Saturday morning I awoke to hearing the following:
“When you hold on instead of letting go and surrendering, you only continue to hold the old timeline in place.”
This made me think about the dinner I had with my very good friend a week ago. From the moment we were seated, there was interruption after interruption. A phone call from work he had to take, the waiter seemed like he kept coming to the table every five minutes, and when we were having a conversation it just felt like words, like there was no connection. At the time I remember thinking we are out of sync. I have known this friend for twenty years and I can say I have never felt that way in his presence. It felt like something had been unplugged. That’s why when I received this message it made me think of it. Did the reason we felt out of sync to me is because something was energetically unplugged? And maybe it doesn’t have to do specifically with him, but Spirit knowing that because I do know him so well that I would notice the difference?
With things shifting at an accelerated rate, perhaps Spirit is giving me this experience as a point of reference? I AM going to continue to BE in the flow and trust that any further information will come in divine timing.
Yesterday was an odd day for lack of a better word. As I was leaving the house to go to work I heard a cat meow. I turned around and there was a black cat a few feet away just sitting there staring at me. She meowed again. I had the feeling she was communicating with me. She started walking toward me. I told her unfortunately I did not have time at that moment to stay and talk to her, so I got in the car and left. Later on in the afternoon my son sent me a text saying there was a black cat sitting on our air conditioner (the part that was outside our house). He said in the text when he went to go in the house, the cat tried to go in with him. I looked up the symbolism of a black cat and found this sentence that resonated deeply with me:
Black cats are a symbol of the soul’s mysterious coming to earthly life. Their impenetrable color represents the enigma of the spirit’s return voyage to the physical world. The cat in itself is a powerful symbol of wholeness and unity, a joining of the spiritual with the tangible. Color it black and you get a lot more compelling symbolism.
This speaks very deeply to what I feel is happening at this time for me.
Once I arrived at work, for most of the morning I was feeling quite detached from things. It was what I guess could BE described as feeling neutral. By afternoon that feeling was gone, to BE replaced by a feeling of wanting to move forward but not quite knowing what action to take.
In the middle of the night I woke up needing to write down some notes pertaining to some steps to take, the energy behind it feeling very much like forward momentum. The picture in my mind was of wind blowing open a doorway.
Today there is a feeling of excitement, such a difference from yesterday. Something has definitely shifted.
All week the energies have had a feeling of calm to me. Regardless of what was going on around me, there was still this feeling of calm. Today I feel floaty. It feels like energetically I AM in between energetic levels. But it does not feel horizontal, it feels vertical (parallel). I don’t know if this has anything to do with my experience last night. As I slept, I remember beginning to wake up and as I became aware of waking up, I could hear this conversation in my mind. But I guess as I became even more awake, it was instantly gone. All I remember hearing is the words “it’s going to be nine bucks”. I have no idea the context of the conversation other then that.
It is amazing to have the perception of a lot of things going on at once energetically, while the physical reality appears to stay the same. But I know it is not. I AM witnessing so many who are in this ascension process. I “hear” and “see” this as I have conversations and interactions with them. Onward and upward!
This past Saturday I attended a Shamanic energy healing workshop. I love when I AM able to come together and share space with like-minded souls. But I feel this particular workshop served a larger purpose. As it was held on 12/12, the day a new energetic gateway was opening, the energy and space BEing held to receive and anchor these energies was beautiful.
As I was outside sitting in nature, I looked up in the sky and saw a cloud pattern that resembled diamond shapes interlocking together, like a chain link fence over the space where the workshop was BEing held. Diamond Light energy! So many beautiful messages came through for each participant. I came away from the experience knowing that deep healing work had been done.
I AM moving into the deeper core of who I AM as I step more into my Power. I AM in a space of receptive BEingness.
The energies from the full moon/lunar eclipse were intense last week and my energy integration had me all over the place emotionally. Last Monday I felt on top of the world, but the rest of last week there were bouts of sadness, anger, joy, happiness – a roller coaster of feelings. I was craving carbs and sweets like crazy, something my body needed to help with the integration process. By Friday of last week, I felt like I was in a pressure cooker ready to explode. Things seem to have settled down for now.
My heart awaits in anticipation of your imminent return. I have waited for all eternity for this moment. The Love I feel in my heart for you, continuously growing and expanding, is but a mere drop in the sea of our Divine Love. Our soul has longed for this time, where we can merge not only etherically, but physically, so that the world can bear witness to this beautiful Love.
You are the God to my Goddess. My Beloved, I await your return with bated breath.
About a week ago, once again, my Beloved and I were drawn together. We were able to spend some time together this time around, which always makes my heart sing. But for now we had to part ways once again. I did notice something different after this time together. That night when I went to bed I felt so energized. I literally couldn’t sleep. Usually when I can’t sleep, I become both restless and annoyed for the lack of sleep. But this time I could feel this incredible energy in my body and I laid there quite peaceful and content. I did think to myself that I did not know how I was going to make it through the day with no sleep at all, but as it turned out I went through the entire day with this energized feeling. It made me realize that my Beloved and I are strong within ourselves, but together our energy is truly amplified. I just love when I AM able to observe a new nuance to the connection between me and my Beloved!
There is this “undercurrent” to the energies these last few days. Even though it feels calm on the surface, there is a huge infusion of greater light filaments (spirits word not mine). In my minds eye I see streaks of different colors (greenish teal, yellowish orange). Could be described as gateways of light. I have added definitions of what I came across on dictionary.com.
(in a light bulb or other incandescent lamp) the thread like conductor, often of tungsten, in the bulb that is heated to incandescence by the passage of current.
Electronics. the heating element (sometimes also acting as a cathode) of a vacuum tube, resembling the filament in an incandescent bulb.
the negative electrode in an electrolytic cell; the electrode by which electrons enter a device from an external circuit
the negatively charged electron source in an electronic valve
the positive terminal of a primary cell
Light absorption on a cellular level. We are absorbing and expanding again. These streaks (or filaments) of light are being received by our cellular structure. Though this is beyond my understanding on a mental level, I have tried to capture the essence of what spirit is conveying. Bottom line, energy infusion.