The energies from the full moon/lunar eclipse were intense last week and my energy integration had me all over the place emotionally. Last Monday I felt on top of the world, but the rest of last week there were bouts of sadness, anger, joy, happiness – a roller coaster of feelings. I was craving carbs and sweets like crazy, something my body needed to help with the integration process. By Friday of last week, I felt like I was in a pressure cooker ready to explode. Things seem to have settled down for now.
My heart awaits in anticipation of your imminent return. I have waited for all eternity for this moment. The Love I feel in my heart for you, continuously growing and expanding, is but a mere drop in the sea of our Divine Love. Our soul has longed for this time, where we can merge not only etherically, but physically, so that the world can bear witness to this beautiful Love.
You are the God to my Goddess. My Beloved, I await your return with bated breath.
About a week ago, once again, my Beloved and I were drawn together. We were able to spend some time together this time around, which always makes my heart sing. But for now we had to part ways once again. I did notice something different after this time together. That night when I went to bed I felt so energized. I literally couldn’t sleep. Usually when I can’t sleep, I become both restless and annoyed for the lack of sleep. But this time I could feel this incredible energy in my body and I laid there quite peaceful and content. I did think to myself that I did not know how I was going to make it through the day with no sleep at all, but as it turned out I went through the entire day with this energized feeling. It made me realize that my Beloved and I are strong within ourselves, but together our energy is truly amplified. I just love when I AM able to observe a new nuance to the connection between me and my Beloved!
There is this “undercurrent” to the energies these last few days. Even though it feels calm on the surface, there is a huge infusion of greater light filaments (spirits word not mine). In my minds eye I see streaks of different colors (greenish teal, yellowish orange). Could be described as gateways of light. I have added definitions of what I came across on dictionary.com.
(in a light bulb or other incandescent lamp) the thread like conductor, often of tungsten, in the bulb that is heated to incandescence by the passage of current.
Electronics. the heating element (sometimes also acting as a cathode) of a vacuum tube, resembling the filament in an incandescent bulb.
the negative electrode in an electrolytic cell; the electrode by which electrons enter a device from an external circuit
the negatively charged electron source in an electronic valve
the positive terminal of a primary cell
Light absorption on a cellular level. We are absorbing and expanding again. These streaks (or filaments) of light are being received by our cellular structure. Though this is beyond my understanding on a mental level, I have tried to capture the essence of what spirit is conveying. Bottom line, energy infusion.
I wanted to capture my experience that happened this past Saturday. I had to work as we were having several events taking place. But what I became aware of is from the time I arrived at work and as the day progressed, the energy felt very very dense, like moving through sludge. Things that normally perhaps may have bothered me, did not. It was as if I was an observer through all of this. I also kept experiencing pain in my lower back off and on throughout the day. I did notice at the end of the night, I felt the energy around me begin to become lighter and lighter. The whole energy dynamic changed. It no longer felt like BEing covered in a wet blanket.
I had a moment of clarity that perhaps this was what was meant in my previous post regarding the converter. The message did mention Saturday. Because I am very sensitive to energies, I believe I was feeling the energy BEing converted. As earth was receiving the light energy relating to the full moon, a lot of denser energies were being released. Perhaps I especially felt them because of the events I was attending throughout the day and a lot of people were in the area.
Yesterday felt really light and calm to me. Powerful energies of Love and Light BEing anchored on earth. I love when I AM able to move into the observer mode, consciously choosing to remain detached and not allowing myself to be drawn into the drama surrounding me. There is such a feeling of mystery in the air. I for one am excited to bear witness to all that is New!
We do much work in our sleep. Our physical bodies may be at rest, but our consciousness has much work to do. When I woke up this morning, I was in my in-between space (a space of no time) and I heard a whole sentence in my mind. The minute I thought I need to write this down, its like I left the no-time space. All I can remember of what I was hearing is the following;
Saturday ——-? with the G – O converter
This afternoon I heard the words “energy converter”. Perhaps this G – O converter has something to do with converting energy. As we are having a full moon on Monday, May 4, could this mean something will be happening this Saturday energetically before the full moon happens? I found this description on wikipedia:
Energy transformation or energy conversion is the process of changing one form of energy to another. In physics, the termenergy describes the capacity to produce certain changes within a system, without regard to limitations in transformation imposed.
As I don’t have any further information at this itme, I guess time will tell.