My Beloved and I have been in communication. It started back in January which is no coincidence since we moved into 2017 (a one year, new beginnings). So far we have been texting, we have talked on the phone a few times as well as having spent some time together a couple of times. The energy feels different, calmer. He has been honest and said he is still in a relationship, so we have both released all expectation and stay in the present moment. We both agree we are happier when we are able to communicate with each other. We have both surrendered to what is in this present moment.
So far we have not shut down and pulled away, but we have learned to work through what comes up now for the both of us. We recently tried to spend some time together and it did not work out. I was disappointed of course, but my guidance said “be patient, things are unfolding.” I AM standing in my faith that all is well.
As I move forward I AM in allowance. I can only trust what is in my heart. The journey continues.
What is there to say regarding 2016? As I reflect on 2016, much has happened. I have witnessed the spewing of hateful, hurtful words. I have experienced loss, grief and coming to terms about these feelings. I have lost relationships and gained new ones. The appearance of chaos, destruction (of people, places and ideals). These experiences have weighed heavily on my heart and soul.
But through this entire year of all that has transpired, there has always remained this flame in my heart that would also rise up in tandem with the pain. That flame was LOVE. Through it all it would surround me, enfold me within this feeling. I realized that no matter what, I can only BE what I AM, which is LOVE! LOVE is what keeps me moving forward. I made this promise to myself and God, that I would never give up! That I would BE a beacon of LIGHT for others who want to embrace their own LOVE and LIGHT!
I have cried many tears of sadness, and I have cried many tears of joy throughout this year. In my heart I know that the unification of hearts coming together as ONE reverberates this wave of LOVE throughout the world and the Cosmos. I truly believe this year has showed us what we are truly made of. We are powerful beyond measure.
As we move forward into 2017 (a year of new beginnings) I for one am going to stand firm in my commitment to BE an anchor for the LOVE to take hold, so that miracles can BE created and experienced by ALL!
I AM a powerful BEing. Sit with that statement for a minute. What is the feeling this statement invokes in you? Fear? Disbelief? A glimmer of Hope? A resonance of Truth? Whatever it may BE, just let it BE. For this is a step toward Self empowerment. What, you ask does one step do? It builds momentum. A natural forward movement toward your True Self. Please do not feel you are not moving forward fast enough. For the road toward the Empowerment of Self is taken one step at a time.
It has been a while since I have posted anything, but I have been noticing some things that I just wanted to share. I have been privy to several conversations where people are getting very upset about things that are going on in their life. I do think it is good to get in touch with our feelings, but I think maybe because of some events in my life my perception of things have shifted.
After having lost my Mother several years ago and most recently a beloved family member a few weeks ago, I only ask that when you are experiencing something that may have touched a “nerve” so to speak, please stop, take a deep breath and ask yourself if in the grand scheme of things in the end will it matter?
Let our hearts stay open and share all the Love we have to give.
The last couple of weeks I have BEcome aware of the fact that each time I AM in a space of joy and happiness, regardless of what I may BE doing, I have noticed that I will hum a particular melody. When I BEcome aware that I AM humming it, it stops. If I mentally try to recapture the melody, I cannot remember it.
This happened again a couple of nights ago. I joined a group of like-minds in a sacred circle, all of us just sharing and vibing together for a couple of hours. When I left for the night, as I was driving down the highway heading home, basking in the glow of this incredible uplifting feeling, I BEcame aware that I was once again humming this melody. Once again, once I focused completely on it, it stopped. And once again, I could not re-create it once it stopped.
I BElieve when I AM connecting with my joy and bliss, my soul essence brings forth a melody. My soul melody. My heart is just overflowing with LOVE.
This weekend I was shown a vision of cells merging and separating continuously. The above image looks very close to the colors I received. We are experiencing deep cellular and molecular change, even if at times we may not be consciously aware of the inner changes that are happening.
Humanity is evolving. Though there may be some resistance to these changes, know that they are for the greater good. Get as much rest and quiet time as needed, whatever needs to be done to stay centered in your heart. Do not fear, for we are BEing called back to our true nature. Know that all is ultimately LOVE.
I AM Whole. I move forward in my wholeness, no longer a fragmented soul. Knowing there is no need to search outside of myself for someone to make me feel whole.
I had a dream on Easter morning of my female and male essence standing side by side and then merging into One. One BEing. Wholeness. Unified within. The BEloved emerges.
I AM constantly amazed by the Love flowing from my heart. Love continually expanding, radiating out to encompass all. The overwhelming feeling I AM experiencing at time causes tears to flow. Doing the inner work so that I can release the wounds and traumas that no longer serve me has allowed me to let down the walls that have surrounded my heart. With this work I have come to the realization that Loving with an open heart brings with it freedom. I AM no longer loving from a place of fear, but from a space of self acceptance, self – Love and a knowingness that I AM worthy and enough as I AM. I do not fear experiencing the pain of heart break because I know that any hurt I may experience is my heart BEing broken open, so that I may in fact move deeper into Love. A constant giving and receiving of Love, the continual contraction and expansion of Creation.
This Love does not have to BE attached to a particular person, place or thing, but reflects all things. There is no attachment or co-dependence, only wholeness. I Love with an open heart.
Sometimes our heart must break in order for it to open up to more LOVE.
Have you ever just felt a complete feeling of Love in your heart? Love, just for the sake of experiencing the Divine flow? That is what I AM experiencing at this moment. As I sit here basking in this beautiful flow of Love, tears come to my eyes, a testament to the Love that is overflowing in my heart. I feel laughter wanting to bubble up and out, a manifestation of the Joy that I AM. Inadequate words for a feeling that speaks for itself. LOVE, enough said.