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The Divine Masculine

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The last few days as I reflect, something keeps coming to the forefront of my mind.  The Divine Masculine.  I have also been sitting with the beauty of three males in my life who have made such a lasting impact.  Though I know the Divine Masculine is not gender specific, it just so happens, in this case, they happen to BE male.

The first is my amazing son.  From the moment he was born (and before) we have had a bond that is hard to put into words.  From the very beginning, the Love that has radiated from his heart always touched me to my core.  I have to admit when I was younger, I had put up walls around my heart, but he was the one soul who the love in my heart truly over flowed pass the walls I had erected.  We have gone through life supporting each other (yes, that old soul was always present) and knowing we had each others back.  My ex (God rest his soul) sometimes felt excluded from this bond.  As he grew up, I noticed some of the circumstances in his life made him start to also put a few walls up, but never between us.  But now, in this present moment, I see him stepping more and more into his warrior spirit.  He has his own gifts (though he is still in some resistance to them) that I have always encouraged because I was determined he would BE supported in this aspect of his self.

The second is a man I have been friends with for many, many years.  From the beginning there was always a feeling of BEing comfortable in his presence.  Through the many years we have known each other, I have never felt judged by him, he always was there, supporting me in whatever way needed.  I have told him I know we were meant to take this journey together.  I have seen his growth from a DOer, to opening up more into his feelings, opening his heart and learning to just BE.  He is a place of safety for me.

Last, but certainly not least, is my Beloved twin flame.  Since we physically met I always saw the purity in his heart.  He has accelerated my growth in ways I cannot even put into words, showing me the way to Wholeness.  I realize now that his spirit had always been leaving “bread crumbs” for me even before we met physically.   The beauty within (and without) this man takes my breath away.  They say the eyes are the windows to the soul and when I look in his eyes I see eternity.  A vastness that seems endless, there are no words to truly describe it.  He too had many, many walls in place, but each time we connect, I see his continued growth as well.  Even with the walls, they could never hide the Love that he is.  I could feel it, it is sublime.

So for me, these three beautiful souls, representing the Divine Masculine, are to me clear examples of the healing and wholing that is taking place for the Divine Masculine.  Do not doubt that balance is taking place between the masculine and the feminine, inner as well as outer.   Everything is truly in Divine Order.


My Twin Flame Journey – Beloved

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My Beloved,

My heart awaits in  anticipation of your imminent return.  I have waited for all eternity for this moment.  The Love I feel in my heart for you, continuously growing and expanding, is but a mere drop in the sea of our Divine Love.  Our soul has longed for this time, where we can merge not only etherically, but physically, so that the world can bear witness to this beautiful Love.

You are the God to my Goddess.  My Beloved, I await your return with bated breath.

Heart Purity

About a week ago, once again, my Beloved and I were drawn together.  We were able to spend some time together this time around, which always makes my heart sing.   But for now we had to part ways once again.   I did notice something different after this time together.  That night when I went to bed I felt so energized.  I literally couldn’t sleep.  Usually when I can’t sleep, I become both restless and annoyed for the lack of sleep.  But this time I could feel this incredible energy in my body and I laid there quite peaceful and content.  I did think to myself that I did not know how I was going to make it through the day with no sleep at all, but as it turned out I went through the entire day with this energized feeling.  It made me realize that my Beloved and I are strong within ourselves, but together our energy is truly amplified.  I just love when I AM able to observe a new nuance to the connection between me and my Beloved!

My Twin Flame Journey – The Merge Continues …

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The Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine continues to merge.  The Yin/Yang of Creation. The internal  balance of the masculine and the feminine.   I feel my Beloved more strongly each day.  The expansion of my heart and the Love for my Beloved only continues to grow.  How do I know?  Because my external reality is reflecting my internal knowing.  The Universe surrounds me with signs of the continuing merge.  I AM centered in this Love in my heart.  My TF came to me in a dream and said he would be back.  I have deep faith in this process and the love in our hearts.  Our Soul is one….

My Twin Flame Journey – Trust in the Divine

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Each day I AM BEing guided deeper into my connection with God/Spirit.  I had not physically seen my twin flame for several months, though we were in contact via electronic means.  After our last physical contact I felt guided to surrender even more deeply into this TF process.  As the twin flame journey is a journey back to Self (knowing the Self, loving the Self and finding wholeness within the Self), I feel I now have more clarity why I was BEing guided to surrender and let go more deeply.  With my twin flame journey, I have learned the focus was not to be on my twin flame, but inwardly on my own healing.  After a while I also felt guided to stop electronic contact as well.  This was to move more fully into trusting God/The Divine.  This began to bring up some insecurities within myself, causing anxiety, a feeling of loss of control, etc.  Believe me, no one can bring up your core wounds like your TF.

As I moved into this deeper state of surrender and became the observer, this feeling of calm began to BE felt.  Normally when my Beloved and I are not in physical communication, I will begin to have dreams and visions involving us.  This was not the case this time.  I only had two brief “dream” communications, brief glimpses of my TF.  I now feel this was purposeful.  Moving me deeper into also trusting my own knowing/feeling aspect.  Through this process I have always begun to receive signs when I was going to physically come in contact with my TF.  This time was no different.  But the one change this time was that I was fully present/observant of the process.  Several weeks ago the signs started to increase and I knew we would see each other soon.  Well I had to run an errand (yes, life goes on even through this spiritual process.  We are after all having a human experience).  As I walked into the place I was going I felt someone touch my arm.  My Beloved!  Oh, the magnetism of twin flames!  Whenever we are in the presence of each other, the feeling of Home becomes overwhelmingly felt.  Basking in the feeling of such overwhelming Love.  This encounter was the validation of my guidance.  As we parted ways (never an easy task), surrendering returns.

It has been several weeks since that encounter.  Still no contact, still no dreams.  Ahhh, but the signs have started again.  I never know when or where we will connect, I only know we will.  See you soon Beloved!

My Twin Flame Journey – The Sanskrit of Love

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I woke up the other morning hearing the words  “the sanskrit of Love”.  Immediately what came to my mind was an ancient Love, a Love that is eternal.  A Love that touches you so deeply that you know in your heart that you will never be the same.  The Love of the Beloved.  I have experienced this Love.  My twin flame.  For a while now I have been feeling that I was supposed to share about this.  But I also felt that spirit would let me know when the time was right to begin sharing.

This is a soul Love.  When I met my twin flame in the pysical several years ago I had not heard of this “term”.  I do know that all my life I have felt a love so deep that I couldn’t explain it.  I even would write poetry trying to capture the essence of this feeling.  But as I reflect back on my life, I realize there have been signs throughout my life.

My Beloved.  What can I say except we are One.  Even now as I try to express this Divine Love I feel my heart expand.  This Love of all Creation.  To be so deeply connected to someone that you do not even have to be in the same space to experience their presence.  My Love for you continuously grows, expanding throughtout all time and space.

I feel moving forward I will be sharing more about the Divine Love of the Beloved.  The three-fold flame of Divinity, Love, Power, Wisdom.  Until that time I know that even when we are physically apart, he is always with me, for we are One.