When I first started this journey I had no idea of the space in which I currently stand would be achieved. Not that I set out with any particular plan, simply following the calling of my heart.
The growth I witness in both myself and my Beloved is amazing to behold. I AM learning to BE in the flow of this unfolding that is occurring. No longer having expectations of how things “should be” but content to enjoy how things are in the NOW moment.
The expansion of Love I feel for my Beloved leaves me breathless. How can a heart hold so much Love? At times it leaves me feeling overwhelmed. I recently got to spend a little time with my Beloved, we are on different work schedules for the time BEing, but I feel even that serves a purpose. The feeling I have when I AM in his presence is as though the whole world recedes and it is just him and I. And though my heart is sad when we part, at the same time I feel uplifted and fortified to continue with this journey.
Together or “apart”, I know we are always connected. This knowledge comes from the depth of my heart. The space that is on the other side of illusion.
My Beloved and I have been in communication. It started back in January which is no coincidence since we moved into 2017 (a one year, new beginnings). So far we have been texting, we have talked on the phone a few times as well as having spent some time together a couple of times. The energy feels different, calmer. He has been honest and said he is still in a relationship, so we have both released all expectation and stay in the present moment. We both agree we are happier when we are able to communicate with each other. We have both surrendered to what is in this present moment.
So far we have not shut down and pulled away, but we have learned to work through what comes up now for the both of us. We recently tried to spend some time together and it did not work out. I was disappointed of course, but my guidance said “be patient, things are unfolding.” I AM standing in my faith that all is well.
As I move forward I AM in allowance. I can only trust what is in my heart. The journey continues.
My soul speaks to yours, for we are One. Purity of heart and mind, we merge into the Love of who we truly are. My Beloved, you are my shining star, the doorway to our eternal Love. You have released me from my fears and catapulted me in to freedom. I melt in your arms as our heart and soul become One. My beautiful Beloved, welcome Home.