Archive | June 2015

Releasing and Integration

release - integrate

For the last several weeks I have been experiencing issues with head/sinus/teeth and have felt this was in part due to a large releasing taking place within me.  There have been many moments of great melancholy, feelings of needing to let go on such a deep level it is hard to put into words.  But at the same time, an inner knowing of once again BEing in the void, the space of infinite possibilities.  A clearing out of more which no longer serves me.  It leaves me with the feeling of vast openness to what is to come.  I know this releasing is due to the integration of more Light.  I also find when I AM going through these further initiations, Spirit takes a step “back”, so that I may strengthen my connection to my own inner knowing.

With all the inner changes taking place within me, I AM seeing this in my outer world.  Especially in terms of interactions/relationships with others.  They are drawn to my Light, but at the same time, it is making some have feelings of BEing uncomfortable.  I can see and feel the inner struggle of wanting to BE close, but also feeling the need to “escape”.  There are those who are still not ready to do the inner work, to face all that wishes to come up and BE released, which can lead to more feelings of feeling “lost” and confusion, as the old is no longer working as it use to for them.   As I AM here to support and guide, but more importantly to BE, my heart is always open for those ready to move more deeply into their own experience.

My journey continues.

Energy Infusion

streaks of light

There is this “undercurrent” to the energies these last few days.  Even though it feels calm on the surface, there is a huge infusion of greater light filaments (spirits word not mine).  In my minds eye I see streaks of different colors (greenish teal, yellowish orange).  Could be described as gateways of light.  I have added definitions of what I came across on


(in a light bulb or other incandescent lamp) the thread like conductor, often of tungsten, in the bulb that is heated to incandescence by the passage of current.

 Electronics. the heating element (sometimes also acting as a cathode) of a vacuum tube, resembling the filament in an incandescent bulb.


the negative electrode in an electrolytic cell; the electrode by which electrons enter a device from an external circuit

the negatively charged electron source in an electronic valve

the positive terminal of a primary cell

Light absorption on a cellular level.  We are absorbing and expanding again.  These streaks (or filaments) of light are being received by our cellular structure.  Though this is beyond my understanding on a mental level, I have tried to capture the essence of what spirit is conveying.  Bottom line, energy infusion.